Weekend Re-cap

I am not to sad that it is Sunday already. After a hard week of negative thoughts I am excited to start this week with positive thoughts and lots of support from the ones I love most. In life there is no reason to be down, sad, or angry it's all about embracing it and moving forward and that is what I plan on doing. I have a wonderful life and I need to be grateful for everything that I do have. I had yet another awesome weekend with my fam, and friends! Since our 2 yr anni is fastly approaching instead of going on vacation somewhere husbear and I decided to do some home improvements that we have been wanting to do. So Friday night we headed out to find a new entertainment shelf for the corner of our front room. We are putting our 52" on a wall mount, using the shelf for odds and ends! It's going to look so good and the surround sound that we are installing will be perfect for our kick off footbaLL party! (more on that later)

We bought the shelf and all the bells and whistles to go with it then we headed out to dinner with our besties seen here:

They are expecting in Jan and we couldn't be more excited for them and do plan on having our children close together so when they have their 2nd or 3rd we will be starting! After dinner they came over to help husbear and I set up our new shelf. Well, the girls mostly sat on the couch while the boys worked. ;]

It was fun and we always have good talks and laughs!

Saturday day was spent doing laundry and cleaning the house. Sissy, C, Hubbs and I headed out to Rocky Mountain Raceway for VIP service. We had a bbq buffett dinner (which was pretty good) followed by free beer and a good time betting on what car was going to win!

Husbear & I chowin.

Sissy & I acting excited!

Today we are lounging around in our PJ's then heading to mama and papa bears for our usual Sunday dinner! I can't believe Summer is almost over I am kinda excited my house looks dang cute for Halloween! It's one of my 2 fav Holidays!

I am back.

It has been too long since I last blogged I am back with a better attitude and lot's to catch up on! Thanks for all of the support and sweet comments for my terrible, horrible, no good, very bad, week I had! I promise no more negative nancy! I am going to start off with GTKYS of course!

1. Do you think mustaches are sexy?
Ew no not at all! I think some men can pull it off really well but for most men it makes them look like a creep!

2. What's the last concert you've been to?
Last concert we went to was Brad Paisley. (were not big concert goers I HATE crowds!)


3 What was your favorite 80's sitcom?
Golden Girls of course!

I swear my Grams had me into this coming out of the womb! I love re-run days!

4. Were you named after anyone?
My middle name is after my Aunt, BUT my chitlens will def have meaning to there names!


5. When you buy new clothes, do you wash before wearing?
Yes, ALWAYS. Ew nasty if you don't! You don't know who's nasty body touched them!

6. If you didn't blog, what would you do with your spare time?
I don't know? I try to get everything I like to do in during my spare time. Bloging is therapy!


7. What is your favorite department store?
Nordys.
(hands down)


8. If you were to get Laser Hair Removal..where would you get it?
My armpits! I hate hate hate shaving there I am so OCD I have to shave everyday a little bit of hair freaks metheF out!

Face Lift

No I am no Heidi Montag

and no I am not talking about myself... I gave my blog a little makeover! I thought the name of my blog was kinda lame and of course a no brainer so I changed it to something more personal and suiting! I hope you guys like it! I still wish I knew how to change the font and stuff but I am learning if you have any tips please let me know! :] I will be catching up with all your blogs this weekend and I'm sorry I haven't joined in on any of the fun themed days that are going on!

Husbear and I are going to get a scoop of bubble gum icecream to cheer me up!

Ta Ta.

Week or 1/2 week

It hasn't even been a full week yet and I can honestly say that it has been the WORST 3 days of my life (or close to). I maybe a baby about some of this stuff but with most of it I don't think I am over reacting at all!

1. Today marks the 4th year my Grandma passed. I always have such a hard time around the 1st of August.

2. My mom and sis were going through a lil' spat the past couple of days. I blame it on reason #1.

3. Yesterday was by the far the worst "work day" I've ever had! My boss is Indian so he is very direct and to the point we had a sales guy quit and I swear to you my boss decided that it was my fault so he took all his aggression and anger out on me. Of course with the thick skin that I do have I didn't let him see that it was really getting to me. Once I got into my car at lunch I BAWLED full on tears sobbing! I never ever never ever cry! It takes A LOT to make me cry I never do it because I am sad I mostly do it because I am mad and frustrated well I was every emotion in the book yesterday! It all hit me at once, I was glad the day was over but I wasn't really ready for "reality" to hit and for today to come. I haven't stopped thinking about my Grandma ALL day I've been wearing the ring she left for me all week long it's almost like I am going through the greiving process all over again...

The grieving process gives us time to reflect and find new strength that enables us to continue life's journey and regain peace-of-mind.

Denial & Isolation- Yes, and No. I have thought about just taking a night to myself, no cell phone, no partner NOTHING! Just leaving and evalutating everything!
Anger- Oh hell yeah! I have had this the worst I'm very angry I'm so mad at God for taking my Grandmother at the time that he did, the time that I needed her the most.
Bargaining- I've been bargaining with myself thinking well if I can just get through today I will treat myself to ice cream tonight or if I don't break down right now it just shows how strong I really am.
Depression- Yep of course when the 1st of August comes around this sets in HARD. When one thing goes wrong it's like my world is crashing and everything is else is going wrong.. Or so I think.
Acceptance- I don't think I will ever accept the fact that the wonderful motherly figure in my life is gone. It's too hard of a thing to just swallow your pride and say what's done is done.

Not only is it work and my grandmother passing but I was supposed to start my period today! (eek!) Hopefully I am just late due to all of the stress I put on myself. Do you ever feel like you just want to go sit somewhere alone and think about everything? I really feel like I have shown myself how strong I really am and how thick my skin is. Thanks to everyone for dealing with my bitchy mood lately.

Slacker

I'm sorry I have been so slacker status the last couple days! It has been a super hard week for me and the gloomy rainy weather here in the SL hasn't help my mood ANY! (more on my crappy mood later) On to something more positive that cheered me up a bit!

Thanks to Ms. Katie I was awarded this!

I like to think my blog is interesting and fun to read so thanks for the motivation to keep at it! Here are a few more  bloggys that I love to catch up with!

Mrs. D - She is my friend in "real" life and is so sweet & will have the most gorgeous babe eva!

Mrs. G- I love to read her blog we have a lot in common!

CMAE- Love her, her blonde hair, and her puppy!

Mrs. Goodson- She is a good mama and has the cutest boy I love to see new photos of him!

Ms. Jenn- Her and her man are adorable!

So there ya have it! Thanks again Jersey Blonde keep doin' your thang!

Nail PoLish Sunday

Since I am HOOKED on nail polish & change my color once a week I am going to start doing a Nail Polish Sunday to show you gals that ask the color I am using this week and so you can show me the color you are sporting this week so we can all get new fun ideas! So this week I am doing

Sally Hansens Commander & Chic.

I LOVE it it's such a fresh fun color that's not to bright and out there! Perfect for those weekday meetings and fun enough for those nights out on the town! Let me know what you are wearing this week! :]

GTKY

1. If you were to win an award today, what would it be for?
Fastest text messenger! & damn proud of it.



2. What is your shoe style?
nikes.

coach.

vans.

3. Does your car reflect your personality?
I like to think so! Fun, Cute, Sporty, Flashy!


4. If you could take over someones body for a day..whose would you choose?
I think a FAT persons. Just to teach myself to lay off the doughnuts. Serious.


5. Love or be loved?
Love. Giving out selfless, unconditional love is the best feeling and in return I think you learn love for yourself.


6. If you were on death row, what last meal would you choose?
OMG! Candy Candy Candy. & a t-bone steak! :]


7. Have you been on vacation this Summer, if so where?
Yes, we went to Stanley, ID.


8. What is your favorite food related guilty pleasure?
Cheez-its I can eat a whole boz in one sitting. Yep, all 100 pds of me. One sitting.

Happy Sunday back to the "ol grind" tomorrow!

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