16 Weeks!

If you are reading this right now, I am probably just landing in Long Beach, CA with both my boys in hand! We are off to sunny California to spend time in Disneyland and San Diego for Christmas! We have been looking forward to this trip for MONTHS. I mean literally, I think we booked our tickets way back in May. Plus Krew has a slight obsession with all things Jake, Baymax, and Mickey! We will also be announcing the gender of our little babe sometime this week!! For now, here is a 16 week bump update! 




How far along? 
16 weeks 4 days!

 Total weight gain/loss: 
I am not sure. I haven't weighed myself. The holiday season hasn't been that great on me!

 Sleep:
I sleep ok, I have a hard time falling asleep but once I am asleep I usually sleep through the night. 

 Best moment this week: 
We had an awesome weekend. Ryan and I had a day to ourselves on Saturday and Sunday we celebrated our Christmas Eve with our nieces and nephews since we won't actually be here! It was a ton of fun! 

 Movement: 
The past week I have thought I have felt baby kick but I wasn't for sure but last night we were sitting by the fire talking about my father in law and I was DOWNING my mother in laws cherry cheesecake and whadayaknow a couple definite jabs! 

 Symptoms:
Oh shit. The past couple weeks I have been in pretty rough shape. 2 weeks ago I was in instcare really late having 3 bags of liquids pumped into me and I was literally bed bound. I had ZERO energy, then last week I was struck with a freaking UTI! I cannot recoup! 

 Food cravings: 
Sandwiches and cucumbers! 

 Food aversions:
It depends if a smell sets me off or not! 

Gender:
We had an ultrasound on Monday night and got a 100% confirmation!! Will announce Wednesday or Thursday!!

Labor Signs:
I had my 1st progesterone shot today. It hurt like a b**ch.

Belly Button in or out?
It is coming out a lot faster than it did with Krew! 

What I miss:
My energy for sure and my clothes! I've been in maternity clothes since about 12 weeks.

What I am looking forward to:
Our Christmas trip!!

Weekly Wisdom: 
Just let it go.

 Milestones:
Little baby jabs!! 

2014 year in review!

As this year is coming to an end THANK GOD! I have been reflecting back on all we have been blessed with yes, even the bad. We had a year full of ups & downs, I think most of the things were REALLY difficult but we overcame them and looking back now we had a year FULL of good things! We are very very fortunate for all things.

There were 3 things on my resolutions list that I was unable to accomplish this year. Fortunately, and unfortunately they were personal goals. I set the standards for myself physically REALLY high. I always have. I didn't even register for a single half marathon nor did I even really consider doing the FULL marathon. Next year though, I plan on registering for the Spudman again even though It will only be a little more than 6 weeks recovery after baby #2 I am still going to give it a go. I also plan on doing a half marathon in September and MAYBE try to get into the St. George FULL marathon.
Also, we did a week of potty training Krew and it went REALLY well and we honestly should have just stuck to it. But, we didn't and that's ok. We are going to try working with him in March. I don't want to start too soon or before any of us are ready!



In January Krew burned his hand, he had surgery in February. In February we also took a mini trip to California with my parents. San Diego is one of our favorite places to visit as a family! We also paid off Ryans truck!! No more truck payment!! HUGE goal for us!



In March we put our house up for sale and had to deal with what seemed like millions of showings. Showings with 2 dogs and a toddler were so annoying!


In April we moved into my parents basement. In April we also bought our 2nd home, picked out every fun little detail and watched it go up from the ground!


May - June we celebrated little things and continued to watch our home be built! It was always so exciting! We also traveled to St. George as a couple and left Krew at home. It was such a fun and memorable trip we still talk about it! Traveling more was one of our resolutions as well!



July we celebrated the 4th in Idaho and I crossed off a BIG goal on my resolutions list which was the Spudman Triathlon. You can read my post about that HERE. This summer we were fortunate enough to spend lots of quality time with my father in law.



August we celebrated 6 years of blissful marriage! Let's get real marriage isn't always easy.


September we took Krew to Lagoon for the 1st time & we found out we were expecting baby #2 another BIG goal on our resolutions list!


In October we traveled to St. George to watch my older sister run the marathon. And we dove right into Krewpalooza and my father in law, his girlfriend, and my Grandmother in law came down to help us celebrate! Such fun times! Krew dressed up as Lightning McQueen for Halloween and got lots of candy trick or treating with his cousins!!




In November we FINALLY moved into our new house but we also dealt with the very unexpected and difficult loss of my sweet father in law. We also were able to spend a lot of time with family in Idaho and tried our best to count our blessing on Thanksgiving! We also announced baby #2 on our Christmas cards AND we found out the gender!!




December is still going strong and we are heading to Disneyland next week! This wasn't on our resolutions list, but traveling more was so this totally counts! Krew saw Santa and we have been loving the time in our new house!!


Each night I say my prayers and count my blessings. Ryan and I are reving up for 2015 and our new baby!! I have some resolutions up my sleeve but no list yet! I hope to have that soon! I am going to take a couple hours while on the beach by myself to really reflect on my next year of life, I turn 26 and will be adding another baby to our family. It's set up to be a good one and I hope it meets our expectations! What are your resolutions? What are your plans for the new year?

xoxo

2014 Christmas Card

We wanted to announce in a fun way this time around! We decided to kill 2 birds with 1 stone and sent this out to our closest friends and family!

We had some very tragic and unexpected news hit us during a really busy time in our lives so it was all put on the back burner, I almost didn't send Christmas cards out at all but my brother in law kept encouraging me to just do them. So glad I did! It was a fun surprise for people to get in their mail. Unfortunately, people found out about my pregnancy before we could get the card but that's ok. I 'm slowly learning to just go with the flow of life and that nothing ever goes the way I have planned. This is my favorite Christmas card yet! I love the pictures we have to go with this shoot too!!





14 Weeks!


How far along? 
14 weeks 5 days!

 Total weight gain/loss: 
I was at the doctors office last Tuesday and I was only up 2 pds which puts me at 108. 

 Sleep:
I am sleeping pretty good. I have a hard time falling asleep but once I do I am out for the night. I don't even move.

 Best moment this week: 
Honestly I have had a pretty crummy week. Our weekend was filled with terrible 2 tantrums and I had to work. I feel like I need a weekend from my weekend! I am hoping I can find some energy and feel better before this next weekend! 

 Movement: 
None. I feel like sometimes it's baby but it just ends up being gas! Hopefully soon!

 Symptoms:
This past week has been really hard on me, I told R I finally feel like I am pregnant. My hip bones and tailbones are so sore and I have been nauseous for about a week now.

 Food cravings: 
Nothing. I just eat when I can.

 Food aversions:
Everything. It seems lately everything is making me sick.

Gender:
We do know! We are not announcing it until we are in Disneyland for Christmas! So excited!

Labor Signs:
None.

Belly Button in or out?
Still in.

What I miss:
My energy! They say it comes back in the 2nd trimester but I am still waiting for that to happen. Between work, my 2 year old and household duties I am so exhausted all the time.

What I am looking forward to:
Our Christmas trip to Disney and San Diego with my family! 

Weekly Wisdom: 
I am trying to keep a positive attitude but all I want to do is sleep and not feel sick!

 Milestones:
Pushing into the 2nd trimester! This pregnancy is flying by!!

Life Lately

After finding out we were expecting again, moving, Thanksgiving, and now prepping for our trip to Disneyland things have been pretty hectic! I try to document little moments in our life that I love. If you follow me on instagram you have probably already seen some of these! If not, I hope you like them. It's always so fun to go back through your instafeed and remember all those memories!
This was us at Krew's 2nd birthday party! We had so much fun, it was Cars themed of course! It was a small intimate party with our closest family! Krew slept through 80% of it but I think we all had fun!

Krew begged to be Lightning McQueen for Halloween. I couldn't find a cute costume that actually looked like McQueen anywhere. I came across this jacket at H&M and figured it was perfect! We had a fun night with his cousins!!
Our fridge was delivered the day we moved in and it completed the look to our kitchen! I still love love it,
The stress of moving really caught up to our little guy!
1 night my belly really popped. I had ate around 4 bowls of cereal. I freaking love cold cereal!
My nieces & nephews are my sunshine!! I love them so much and Krew always has so much fun with them.
Hubby and I have been squeezing lots of date nights in! Its been nice.

We are excited for Disneyland and San Diego for Christmas. I am excited to come back to real life to and have my schedule settle down. I want to be able to focus more on getting our new home put together, and baby #2!

We also already know the gender and we plan on sharing it in a fun way while we are in Disneyland!

xoxo



1st appointment & 10 week update!

I am actually writing this on 11/11. How cute. Anyways, R and I ventured to our 1st prenatal appointment on Friday 11/07. I was so nervous for this, for some reason during this pregnancy I have been way more nervous than I ever was with Krew. I honestly think it's because I know the meaning of life & the value of having a healthy & happy baby. Everything went REALLY well. We went over LOTS, somethings were just reminders. I have planned on working out and running for a majority of my pregnancy however due to my last premie I've been told I need to take it pretty easy. I will need to meet with a specialist at our integrated screening and each couple weeks after that, he will work with me to help keep my energy up but our chances of another premie down. My Vitamin D level and Iron level are both extremely low so I have started taking supplements to help both of those. My thyroid seems to be acting up a little bit too so I will have to have monthly blood tests to keep an eye on everything! Also, starting around 16-20 weeks I will have to start injecting myself with progesterone shots, right in my bum. This will help keep contractions down and my cervix from opening too soon to hopefully prevent another pre-term labor. I will try and document my journey the best that I can.

We meet with a specialist in January to go over all things keep baby in for as long as possible! Now on to the ultrasound which is always my favorite part, based off my LMP I am 11 weeks but based off my ultrasound I am just 10 weeks which puts my due date at June 4th! We are so excited to be welcoming another baby into our crazy family! My o.b projects I will have the babe in the middle of May, so happy to be having a summer baby! No worrying about weather for birthday parties! 




How far along? 
10 weeks!!

 Total weight gain/loss: 
When I was weighed at the doctor on 11/07 I was 106 pds. Which was a lot less than I was thinking. So I am going to go with that as my pre-pregnancy weight. I think between the move, and a little stress I dropped a couple pds. My doctor recommended I stay below 130 so that's the goal.

 Sleep:
Now that we are in our new home and somewhat settled I have been sleeping like a dream. I hate to use any medication so early on. Luckily, I usually crash within minutes. 

 Best moment this week: 
Since it's only Tuesday I am going to revert this back to Friday and seeing our little bean on the screen!

 Movement: 
None yet. I do hear with a second pregnancy you feel them a lot earlier on. We will see!

 Symptoms:
Jesus, constipation, headaches, back pain, the list goes on. Our little babe is worth it! <3 em="">

 Food cravings: 
Pickles, Cocoa Puffs, Anything sweet!

 Food aversions:
Cheeseburgers, Chicken, most fast food.

Gender:
We don't know yet. We both think we will be blessed with another little boy! We will wait and find out on Christmas Day in San Diego!

Labor Signs:
None.

Belly Button in or out?
Still in.

What I miss:
Staying up late, drinking with friends, and my clothes!

What I am looking forward to:
Sending out our Christmas cards and finally announcing to the world that we are expecting!! 

Weekly Wisdom: 
Enjoy the day as it comes. Keep your stress low and jump in that garden bath whenever you need it!

 Milestones:
Getting moved in and settled!

Game Changer

I went and laid back down in bed. Of course I couldn't sleep but I was so tired I needed to lay down and I didn't want to hover over the test in fear of seeing a negative. I said a quick prayer, tried my best to leave it up to God. I have always said if I was only ever blessed with Krew than I of course would be totally happy and blessed and ok with 1 child. I stumbled back into the bathroom..


I was in disbelief!
Like so totally utterly shocked! I was freaking out. I skipped back into bed. Googled my due date and was so giddy to find I would have a summer baby! I didn't want to wake up Ryan. I wanted him fully rested so we could hang out all day on Saturday. I didn't fall back asleep all night. So many thoughts were running through my head. I kissed Krew 5 dozen times and pictured him as a big brother. In my heart he is still a baby. How in the world will he handle taking on the role of big brother. I cried thinking of our growing family, soon we would be in our dream home and planning on bringing yet another precious human being into this world. Around 5 AM I finally drifted back to sleep. I woke up with a smile and some butterflies in my tummy. I had to tell Ryan. We drove to our new house to check out the progress and I kept my mouth quiete. I didn't want to tell him just anyway I wanted to tell him at our new house where the memories were going to be made. It was locked we couldn't get in until 10. He asked me if I had taken the test and I told him No I forgot and that I would take it the next morning. He wasn't having it. I broke out and told him. I couldn't keep it from him any longer. He had the biggest grin on his face. He was so happy. He is always so supportive and full of life. I just love him. We decided we wanted to keep it a secret. We did want to tell those closest to us though. I will post about how we did that soon!! For now.. I am writing this on October 14th. According to my LMP I am about 7.5 weeks and still in shock! We have our first appointmnet on November 7th. We are estatic!!